Maybe it’s just the anticipation of the impending doom that is this week, but lately I’ve just gotten so agitated in orchestra. The only redeeming quality I find in it right now is that I like the music we’re playing for UIL. But it stops there. I know that’s supposed to be the driving factor, but it doesn’t help that we never get to play the music. If I don’t make symphony next year then I’m quitting. Er, fuck that. If I don’t stop hating it, I’m not going on the trip.
In spite of the enjoyment I get out of playing, I’m so damn miserable in there. If I weren’t using the school’s viola, I would have smashed mine during class weeks ago.
I can’t put a name to this feeling of abhorrence.
This week is making me awfully tense. As I said before, I need to get hit by a bus before I can feel better..
Preferably a bus 150 m moving toward me with an initial velocity of 25 m/s and an acceleration of 2.0 m/s2. When will the bus hit me? At what velocity will the bus hit me? Use the GUESS method. t = not soon enough, vfinal = not fast enough
I’m not working that much next week. We’re getting together. Okay? Okay.
I’m not working much next week. We’re getting together. Okay? Okay.
okay!
ahahha it doesn’t bother me that it’s up..
although some parts of it is like…really obvious to what we are talking about to the person who might read it.
hahaha anyways..
how are you today?
ahh, good point…I’ll take out some parts.
mkay done (: